I will be free from these chains that are clinging on to me, refusing to let me go, holding on so tight that I sometimes find it hard to breathe. I will not give up, one day the chains will fall off, and the visible darkness that surrounds me will be light. And I shall walk in to the light, for my happy ever after. I long for it, I need to feel it. Every time I can taste the light outside the dark clouds in front of mye eyes I get the urge to break free from the chains. The chains will not let me go yet, they will not let me go until I am off age and nothing will be left behind in the ways of the chains of life. I wish to break free, I wish to not be. I long for the light, the soft light, and my happy ever after. I want to die.